I'm old

I haven't posted in a while and I promise that one day I will post something uplifting. I'm really not a gloomy person in real life! I went out to 80's night last night and felt really old. I'm almost 30 and frankly I think I have the best body I've ever had. But I'm old. I'm married. I didn't have any guys offer to buy me a drink. This really sucked. Yes I'm married and I am not looking for anything but it is still super flattering to have a guy buy you a drink and frankly I am at the point where I haven't had that happen in a while.

Recently I have had a house guest take up residence on my couch. Its been nice living with someone again but it has been hard to stick to my schedule. I have actually had to give things up but in some cases I am just too tempted and will skip a workout to hang out with him. I haven't really tried to find much of a social life out here and it is really nice to have someone to do things with and to push me to get out of the house. The down side is that I am tired and will doing things training wise that I shouldn't. I know that skipping an E1 workout here and there won't kill me but I wish I could be ok with it mentally. But I guess every now and thing I just have to go have fun! This might actually be a good thing:)

Work has been crazy but hopefully it will settle down soon and things will work out well. That will make my life a lot better, just knowing. For the first time though I don't have a real plan about jobs and Ned moving and such but I do have a feeling that it will work out ok, I just don't know what ok will be. We have a lot of options right now and I don't even know what I want to happen. But I do know it will be ok and in a few short weeks I will finally have my husband back.

In other news Hanna canceled me long run this morning. I know that rain shouldn't do this, but damn man, a hurricane???? I think that is an ok excuse. I'll just have to make it up later......